Cinderalla Cheated...I Don't
Emmnof3
Seattle, Washington | TS/TV/TG Op zoek naar een Man
Algemene Informatie
Ik spreek:
Engels
Ik beschrijf mezelf als:
Close to maybe being able to take this ad offline. Which would be really...fine by me. Very fine. Maybe I'll let my boyfriend (if he is my boyfriend) say how...sweet I was. It was. And to all the guys who waited too long, who didn't write first or back, that they...missed me.
And I was thoroughly free from the qualifications and explanations of being not technically but practically--for this intent and purpose--an almost virgin. It would be so much nicer to not have to say all of what this is. With me, being fem...explicitly. And before just the one and half times with a guy. Perhaps that fraction that's been mine and such a significant part of the whole. (There's a pun there. There in. In there. If...If...If...its not another guy who told me really wanted me when it turns out he was only into kissing. Men! Can't trust a one of them. Or that they'll listen to how you are. Or the kind of things I'm seeking with a guy--not so he'll change [he can't, I can't, not really] just so that he'll be authentically interested. If not with me, then with a girl much like me. Complications and blushes and all--and not the kind of girl that will believe that his erection is here by chance...something that just happens to guys, at random. Nothing to do with me. Or being attracted to me. Or that be attracted to me will make me think he's not "masculine" enough...As if!
I'd much rather have a different explanation accompanying that significant bulge. (And, hmmmm, well, it is an erection, isn't it? Can I see it? I promise I won't touch it. Though I'd rather promise that I will.) Like what of all the things he'd thought about. And don't pret
Nice looking, petite, shy & socially inept, limited experience with men. None to speak of with me being explicitly feminine. And very little practice on my own. Nice body and face to start with, a nicer brain that is quite willing to feel and respond.
Seeking a guy that does not have to the finished girl, all wrapped up.
Limited experience with real time or not there are hours and hours of Emm-Time sims. I am not unsure of what, generally speaking, I am looking for.
I'm well educated (o-chem), know history, philosophy, SF, current events, some Marx.
I am not looking for Republicans, or said to say, most Democrats. Much further Left. Don't want someone that believes in nothing.
Enjoy reading (audiobooks as well), writing, drawing with pen & ink, painting (abstract), photography (if I can get the camera working again), shopping for clothes (online), shopping for clothes in person (if I wasn't alone),
I'm not "versatile", I'm not looking for a once or twice, maybe thrice (I can and do prefer my celibacy). Looking to when I'm looking so fine so we can easily pass in public. To when he's there trying to think of what to say, has "Emm, uhh, Emm, yeah she's my friend. Not like my other female friends...more like a girl friend."
Which would explain the arm around my hips, at least. That and the long conversations, long night drives, long night walks, The phone calls when it is so pouring down rain with cold and past midnight (and so past the last bus off this island)that are just about talking, listening. Acting just I like a girl friend should be. Found that, along with my new sense of fashion, I have other new aspects--ones I did not expect, some I don't know what to do with. Like how it is that I find a guy attractive more because of how well we got along, because of how comfortable I am, how much I trust him, how well I Like him...how brave, loyal, and true he'll be towards me. And I to him. Seek something at least six months (preferably at least 9 or 12). I have a great deal to learn about guys, lots and lots about sex, and even more about how to relate to having a boyfriend, regular sex, clothes shopping, not blushing when he suggests something in the lingerie store, what its like to feel sexy, attractive, wanted naked or not.
And I was thoroughly free from the qualifications and explanations of being not technically but practically--for this intent and purpose--an almost virgin. It would be so much nicer to not have to say all of what this is. With me, being fem...explicitly. And before just the one and half times with a guy. Perhaps that fraction that's been mine and such a significant part of the whole. (There's a pun there. There in. In there. If...If...If...its not another guy who told me really wanted me when it turns out he was only into kissing. Men! Can't trust a one of them. Or that they'll listen to how you are. Or the kind of things I'm seeking with a guy--not so he'll change [he can't, I can't, not really] just so that he'll be authentically interested. If not with me, then with a girl much like me. Complications and blushes and all--and not the kind of girl that will believe that his erection is here by chance...something that just happens to guys, at random. Nothing to do with me. Or being attracted to me. Or that be attracted to me will make me think he's not "masculine" enough...As if!
I'd much rather have a different explanation accompanying that significant bulge. (And, hmmmm, well, it is an erection, isn't it? Can I see it? I promise I won't touch it. Though I'd rather promise that I will.) Like what of all the things he'd thought about. And don't pret
Nice looking, petite, shy & socially inept, limited experience with men. None to speak of with me being explicitly feminine. And very little practice on my own. Nice body and face to start with, a nicer brain that is quite willing to feel and respond.
Seeking a guy that does not have to the finished girl, all wrapped up.
Limited experience with real time or not there are hours and hours of Emm-Time sims. I am not unsure of what, generally speaking, I am looking for.
I'm well educated (o-chem), know history, philosophy, SF, current events, some Marx.
I am not looking for Republicans, or said to say, most Democrats. Much further Left. Don't want someone that believes in nothing.
Enjoy reading (audiobooks as well), writing, drawing with pen & ink, painting (abstract), photography (if I can get the camera working again), shopping for clothes (online), shopping for clothes in person (if I wasn't alone),
I'm not "versatile", I'm not looking for a once or twice, maybe thrice (I can and do prefer my celibacy). Looking to when I'm looking so fine so we can easily pass in public. To when he's there trying to think of what to say, has "Emm, uhh, Emm, yeah she's my friend. Not like my other female friends...more like a girl friend."
Which would explain the arm around my hips, at least. That and the long conversations, long night drives, long night walks, The phone calls when it is so pouring down rain with cold and past midnight (and so past the last bus off this island)that are just about talking, listening. Acting just I like a girl friend should be. Found that, along with my new sense of fashion, I have other new aspects--ones I did not expect, some I don't know what to do with. Like how it is that I find a guy attractive more because of how well we got along, because of how comfortable I am, how much I trust him, how well I Like him...how brave, loyal, and true he'll be towards me. And I to him. Seek something at least six months (preferably at least 9 or 12). I have a great deal to learn about guys, lots and lots about sex, and even more about how to relate to having a boyfriend, regular sex, clothes shopping, not blushing when he suggests something in the lingerie store, what its like to feel sexy, attractive, wanted naked or not.
Sterrenbeeld
Weegschaal
Uiterlijk & Situatie
Mijn Lichaamstype Is
Fit
Mijn Lengte Is
5' 3 (1.6 m)
Mijn Ogen Zijn
Bruin
Mijn Ethniciteit Is
Blank
Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is
Gescheiden
Ik Heb Kinderen
Nee
Ik Wil Kinderen
Niet Zeker
Mijn Beste Eigenschap Is
Ogen
Mijn Haar Is
Rood
Ik heb één of meer van deze
Vogel
Ben je bereid te verhuizen?
Nee
Status
Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is
Bachelor
Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is
Zelfstandig
Mijn specialisatie is
Kunst / Muziek / Literatuur
Mijn functie is:
CEO. Art Director, Artist (all in one)
Mijn jaarsalaris is:
Minder dan € 15.000
Ik Woon
Met Huisgeno(o)ten
Bij mij thuis
Is het rustig
Ik Ben Een Roker
Ja - Als ik uitga
Ik Drink
Nee
Persoonlijkheid
Op de middelbare school was ik
Intelligent
In sociale situaties ben ik
Gereserveerd
Mijn Interesses En Hobbies Zijn
Knutselen, Internet, Nieuwe Dingen Leren, Muziek, Fotografie, Lezen, Winkelen, Reizen
Mijn idee van een leuke tijd is
Winkelen, Naar een concert gaan, Naar een museum gaan, Me verkleden, Videospellen spelen, Een boek lezen, Thuis blijven, Films, Ik probeer graag nieuwe dingen
Een perfecte eerste date is
Shopping for shoes.
Wat ik altijd al eens heb willen proberen:
Sex.
Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als
Obscuur
Meningen
Mijn Geloof Is
Agnostisch
Ik Ga Naar Diensten
Een keer per maand
Mijn Doel In Het Leven Is
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
Mijn Gevoel Voor Humor Is
Slim, Droge Humor / Sarcastisch, Vriendelijk, Obscuur
Smaak
Op tv kijk ik:
Ik hou niet van tv
In de bioscoop kijk ik:
Science Fiction, Komedie, Drama, Erotisch
Als ik naar muziek luister, luister ik altijd naar
Klassiek, Folk
Ik lees graag
Mythologie, Anthologie, Erotica, Geschiedenis, Mysterie, Nieuws, Filosofie, Politiek, Wetenschappelijk, Natuurwetenschap, Science Fiction
Mijn Idee Van Plezier is
Working on that...
....Well, I suppose it would be more than just fine to just see what it would be like to be on the third or fourth or some-day's date (coffee sunlight, someplace to watch the crowds going by). X asks if I read the note. Note? The one with the flowers. Its wrapped around the stems.
"Oh, mmmm, didn't see it." Pull off the rubber bands. Unroll the letter sizes papers. Three pages I think to myself. Well this will take me a moment, find my coffee, cigarettes. Draw my knees up wrap my arms around them, letter held against one leg, the other arm shifts up a little and my skirt along with it...looking at X, lingering. He asks me if I needed more coffee? No then he did, and I'd have a chance to read his note.
Take a moment then ask; "Are you coming back?" Or did you say too much with this and now its too late?"
"Tempted to. Somewhat" X said. "I was considering that I listened to you too well. Didn't edit...anything."
"And...now I think of the qualifications I'd add and that doesn't necessarily indicate how certain things are really suggestions. Not demands."
Hmmm, pause. "For instance...?"
"For instance?"
"...the ummm, part about spanking...you."
"Mmmm, hmmm. Kind of presumptuos of you,isn't it?" Confident that you can get my skirt, shoes and panties off, are you? And you'd have to catch me first. Bend me over, pin me down."
Instead of standing up to go for coffee, he stands up to step closer to me. Sit down next to me. Quite close. "Well, he said, "I'm not like those other guys who were never really serious. I thought that you wouldn't have a problem finding some thing just right. A provocation." He said that once I see how attractive I was to him, how I excited and aroused and confused and enthralled him.
"What, really? That would be the third time before sunset. Do you really think you're going to ...."
....Well, I suppose it would be more than just fine to just see what it would be like to be on the third or fourth or some-day's date (coffee sunlight, someplace to watch the crowds going by). X asks if I read the note. Note? The one with the flowers. Its wrapped around the stems.
"Oh, mmmm, didn't see it." Pull off the rubber bands. Unroll the letter sizes papers. Three pages I think to myself. Well this will take me a moment, find my coffee, cigarettes. Draw my knees up wrap my arms around them, letter held against one leg, the other arm shifts up a little and my skirt along with it...looking at X, lingering. He asks me if I needed more coffee? No then he did, and I'd have a chance to read his note.
Take a moment then ask; "Are you coming back?" Or did you say too much with this and now its too late?"
"Tempted to. Somewhat" X said. "I was considering that I listened to you too well. Didn't edit...anything."
"And...now I think of the qualifications I'd add and that doesn't necessarily indicate how certain things are really suggestions. Not demands."
Hmmm, pause. "For instance...?"
"For instance?"
"...the ummm, part about spanking...you."
"Mmmm, hmmm. Kind of presumptuos of you,isn't it?" Confident that you can get my skirt, shoes and panties off, are you? And you'd have to catch me first. Bend me over, pin me down."
Instead of standing up to go for coffee, he stands up to step closer to me. Sit down next to me. Quite close. "Well, he said, "I'm not like those other guys who were never really serious. I thought that you wouldn't have a problem finding some thing just right. A provocation." He said that once I see how attractive I was to him, how I excited and aroused and confused and enthralled him.
"What, really? That would be the third time before sunset. Do you really think you're going to ...."
Zoekt
Wat vind je aantrekkelijk?
Empathie, Humor, Intelligentie, Eigenaardigheden, Gevoeligheid, Bedachtzaamheid, Gevatheid
Wat zoek je?
A guy that I like. Comfortable with, at ease (though I'm not easy & can interact for just a few hours at a time--people make me claustrophobic, often). Imagine not sleeping with him...but imagine how it would be with me, with him, just afterward.
Communication.
Communication.
Waar ben je naar op zoek?
Vriend, Date, Intimiteit, Vastigheid, Iets Anders, Orale Seks, Anale Seks, Bondage