Why is love so beautiful and painful?

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I have found love, She was a beautiful trans woman but she didn't know it yet. She was there, beried deep in her sole, but the world could not yet see her. She had just started her transition and HRT when we met, but was not living full time as a woman. She had some hurdles to cross some confidence to find and needed a hand to hold as she gained the strength to jump them. I became that hand. Watching her blossom from the beautiful woman she was in her heart, from the beautiful woman I just instinctively saw from day one into the amazing and confident woman she is now, and is still becoming was an experience like no other. An experience of such overwhelming honor to have been a part of, I am forever a changed man myself. I grew along side her as I needed her hand as much as she needed mine. I have trust that the love we shared will one day find me again and I will have a hand to hold and more strength to share and grow from. I need this and I want this. True story by the way and we are still friends.

I know who I am and who she showed me I can be. That I can love and be loved and that is a gift I will never be sorry for. Or regret. I want that love again. I meed that love and I know it is out there somewhere. maybe here maybe not, but I am willing to try and find out. I owe a debt of gratitude and need to pay it forward. Are you out there? I that I don't know, but if we are not willing to take chances in life and risk the pain of a broken heart we will never know. The pain will fade but the lessons and strength will live forever as it does with me. Am I pathetic? that is not for me to judge, thats your job. I can only be the best person I can be, I hope that is good enough.

I am a long time friend of the Transgender community. I have many TS/TG friends already but am always on the lookout for more cool and beautiful people to hang out and enjoy life with. If I happen to fall in love and end up in a LTR along the way, well I can't find fault in that. So Friends first and if love happens all the better. I have dated within the trans community and am no stranger to some of the struggles and daily battles transgender people face on a daily basis, be it the effects of HRT or the daily obstacles encountered as you move through your day. Some of the most beautiful people I know are from this community and I would be happy to walk down the street holding your hand as I have done in the past. Take care and I look forward to meeting some of you and getting to know you better.

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Pisces

My Body Type Is

Athletic

My Height Is

5' 7 (1.7 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian, European

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Calves

Body Art

Strategically Placed Tattoo

My Hair Is

Light Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

Some University

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Research / Science / Engineering

My Job Title Is

HVAC

I Make This Much In A Year

$60,000USD To $74,999USD

I Live

Alone, With Pet(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly, Comedic

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Photography, Exercising, Reading, Arts & Crafts, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Theater, Travel, Cooking, Camping, Computers

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Relaxed, low stress, get to know ya.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Space Travel. Ohh and I think time travel would be kinda cool.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, A Troll, Perfect, Obscure, Goofy

My Religion Is

Not Religious

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Middle Of The Road

My Goal In Life Is

Be Happy and inspired.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Goofy, Slapstick

On Tv, I Always Watch

Documentaries, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Horror, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Ambient, Blues, Electronic, Industrial, Jazz, Metal, Pop, Punk, Reggae, Rock, Vacuum Cleaner Noises, I'm A Recording Artist

When I Read, I Always Read

Comic, Computers, Humor, Instructional, Mathematics, Music, Nature, News, Political, Science, Science Fiction, Technical

My Idea Of Fun Is

Guitar, Clubs, Jazz, Social stuff. Good Coffee, Really tasty beer.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Great Skills, Humor, Intelligence, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

Smart, bright, funny, Laid back, thoughtful, caring.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed, Marriage, Doesnt Matter