Why is love so beautiful and painful?

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I have found love, She was a beautiful trans woman but she didn't know it yet. She was there, beried deep in her sole, but the world could not yet see her. She had just started her transition and HRT when we met, but was not living full time as a woman. She had some hurdles to cross some confidence to find and needed a hand to hold as she gained the strength to jump them. I became that hand. Watching her blossom from the beautiful woman she was in her heart, from the beautiful woman I just instinctively saw from day one into the amazing and confident woman she is now, and is still becoming was an experience like no other. An experience of such overwhelming honor to have been a part of, I am forever a changed man myself. I grew along side her as I needed her hand as much as she needed mine. I have trust that the love we shared will one day find me again and I will have a hand to hold and more strength to share and grow from. I need this and I want this. True story by the way and we are still friends.

I know who I am and who she showed me I can be. That I can love and be loved and that is a gift I will never be sorry for. Or regret. I want that love again. I meed that love and I know it is out there somewhere. maybe here maybe not, but I am willing to try and find out. I owe a debt of gratitude and need to pay it forward. Are you out there? I that I don't know, but if we are not willing to take chances in life and risk the pain of a broken heart we will never know. The pain will fade but the lessons and strength will live forever as it does with me. Am I pathetic? that is not for me to judge, thats your job. I can only be the best person I can be, I hope that is good enough.

I am a long time friend of the Transgender community. I have many TS/TG friends already but am always on the lookout for more cool and beautiful people to hang out and enjoy life with. If I happen to fall in love and end up in a LTR along the way, well I can't find fault in that. So Friends first and if love happens all the better. I have dated within the trans community and am no stranger to some of the struggles and daily battles transgender people face on a daily basis, be it the effects of HRT or the daily obstacles encountered as you move through your day. Some of the most beautiful people I know are from this community and I would be happy to walk down the street holding your hand as I have done in the past. Take care and I look forward to meeting some of you and getting to know you better.

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Рибе

Моје грађа

Атлетска/обликована

Висина

170 цм

Боја очију

Плавa

Раса

Белац/Белкиња, Из Европе

Брачно стање

Никад нисам био/била у браку

Имам децу

Не

Желим децу

Нисам сигуран/сигурна

Моја најбоља карактеристика

Листови

Телесна обележја

Тетоважа која се не види

Боја косе

Светло смеђа

Имам

Немам кућне љубимце

Спреман/Спремна за селидбу

Не

Образовни ниво

Неки универзитет

Мој радни однос

Пуно радно време

Моја струка

Истраживање/Наука/Инжењерство

Назив мог радног места

HVAC

Мој годишњи приход

$60.000USD до $74.999USD

Живим

Сам(а), Кућним љубимцем/љубимцима

Код куће

Увек је мирно

Пушим

Не

Пијем

Не

У средњој школи био/била сам

Тих(а)

У друштву сам

Дружељубив/дружељубива, Занимљив(а)

Моја интересовања и хобији

Фотографија, Вежбање/Тренирање, Читање, Уметност и занат, Учење, Музика, Филмове, Интернет, Глуварење по клубовима, Позориште, Путовања, Кување, Камповање, Рачунари

Како замишљам провод

Дружење с пријатељима, Волим да испробавам нове ствари, Биоскоп, Блеја, Клубови/барови, Концерт, Посета музеју

Мој савршен први састанак

Relaxed, low stress, get to know ya.

Одувек сам желео/желела да

Space Travel. Ohh and I think time travel would be kinda cool.

Моји пријатељи кажу да сам

Дружељубив/дружељубива, Волим да коментаришем, Савршен(а), Чудан/чудна, Блесав/блесава

Религија

Нисам религиозан/религиозна

Идем у цркву

Никада

Мој животни циљ

Be Happy and inspired.

Мој смисао за хумор

Блесав/блесава, Урнебесан/слепстик

На ТВ-у увек гледам

Документарце, Филмове

У биоскопу увек гледам

Акције, Научну фантастику, Комедије, Љубавне, Драме, Документарце, Хороре, Трилере

Увек слушам

Амбијентална, Блуз, Електро, Индустријска, Џез, Метал, Поп, Панк, Реге, Рок, Звукови усисивача, Ја сам музичар

Увек читам

Стрипове, Рачунари, Смисао за хумор, Наставне програме, Математичке, Музика, Природа, Вести, Политичке, Научне, Научну фантастику, Техничке

Како замишљам добру забаву

Guitar, Clubs, Jazz, Social stuff. Good Coffee, Really tasty beer.

Шта Вас привлачи?

Саосећајност, Флертовање, Изглед, Вештине, Смисао за хумор, Интелигенција, Осећајност, Спонтаност, Брижљивост, Домишљатост

Шта тражите?

Smart, bright, funny, Laid back, thoughtful, caring.

Какву везу тражите?

Пријатељ, Састанак, Интима, Посвећеност, Брак, Небитно