I want it all...

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

In search of mid transition to post op, teeny girl to red hot woman. At first I think what I want is sex, but then I feel shallow about that. It comes down to wanting a friend...a friendship that may or may not lead to a sexual relationship or long term one. I would describe myself as a man who experiences gender euphoria on and off. It's been that way my entire life, however (italics), I have chosen "man" because it is the simplest way to be...but when people assume because I fit the profile physically/socially, it sort of turns a screw, makes me feel rigid and frustrated, blocked somehow. I choose "man" because of the simple fact that those I am surrounded by cannot grasp the notion that I am totally out of bounds when it comes to the impositioning binary gender system. I wish I had been born with a cunt and a cock, grew up to develop tits (not the little man boobs I have), and still find myself the kind of person I am in search of that would satisfy my emotional and physical needs and desires, play vanilla to uber kinky, and make me want to take home to meet Mom and Dad.

Sign

Leo

My Body Type Is

A Few Extra Pounds

My Height Is

5' 10 (1.78 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Scarred, Visible Tattoo

My Hair Is

Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Medical / Health

My Job Title Is

LPN

I Make This Much In A Year

$30,000USD To $44,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Trying To Quit

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Anti-social, Comedic, Dark, Flirtatious, Friendly, Observant, Outgoing, Reserved, Shy, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Arts & Crafts, Camping, Cooking, Dining, Family, Fishing / Hunting, Games, Gardening, Learning, Movies, Music, Reading, Religion / Spirituality, Shopping, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Going To A Museum, Playing Dress-up, Reading A Book, Relaxing, Sleeping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Going out to dinner or to coffee. Keeping it simple at first is ideal. I want an open environment in which to converse and interact. Gotta find out if there's something there to pursue for a second date.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Parachuting. Mirroring, an interactive theater technique in which two people stand quite close together. One person is the dominant, and while staring into eachother's eyes without looking away, the dominant begins to move a body part, and the other person attempts to duplicate the movement...I've done this one time, years ago in a theater class. It is mind blowing. Jumping rope as an adult. Cooking for a large group of people. Trying to figure out a way to make Kale edible.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Troublemaker, Raunchy, Obscure, Goofy

My Religion Is

Christian

I Attend Services

Once A Year

My Political Views Are

Very Liberal

My Goal In Life Is

To serve humanity. Elevate my consciousness. Get a Master's degree in all or some of the following: Nursing, Humanities & Art History, Sculpture & Painting. Have a large plot of land & tend to gardening, keep bees & attract butterflies. Learn how to combat in close quarters. Teach. Be some kind of human that surpasses current understandings & definitions of gender. Determine if being intersexed can be a spiritual state of being.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic, Raunchy

On Tv, I Always Watch

Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Drama, Horror, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Ambient, Blues, Classical, Country, Dance, Electronic, Folk, Gospel, Latin, New age, Punk, Reggae, Rap, Soul, Vacuum Cleaner Noises

When I Read, I Always Read

Fantasy, Fiction, Home & Garden, Mystery, Science, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

I love going to the beach at Lake Michigan to safely sunbathe and swim. I like cross country skiing and bike rides. Cooking for others is ideal. Art Museums. Big city weekend getaways. Fishing is fun even if I don't catch anything. It's certainly meditative if frustration doesn't take hold. I play scrabble, and am learning the two letter words often overlooked. Kink-wise... that's something I would share after getting to know you. I can get pretty far out. Giving and getting massages. Within the month I will be oil painting again. Getting naked in front of the wood burning fireplace. Taking a bath with lots of baby oil. Staring into eyes and losing myself. Looking at the stars. Running from mosquitos. Tending my geraniums. I will be keeping bees this summer.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Great Skills, Humor, Intelligence, Oddities, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

When it comes to companionship I look for someone who seeks to become more than they are at the moment. I look for someone who has to learn new things, who wants to increase their intelligence, who doesn't settle for dullness, be it in the realm of education, the bedroom, the kitchen, anything. I am looking for an adventurous companion.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed