Looking for real friends

First name

Stray

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

It's been years since I gave this a shot. I Moved to Oregon after the military and gave myself a shot a settling down and attempted to start a life here. Unfortunately things didn't work out and I've been stuck in this cycle of trying to steady things in my life. Things are okay now, but all my time is spent working and taking care of a mentally disabled close friend. I need some time to reward myself and to find some people who can be close friends and hopefully more one day.
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Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me, occupy my brain?
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late

Sign

Pisces

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 9 (1.75 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Hispanic/latino

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Branded, Scarred, Visible Tattoo

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Manufacturing / Distribution

My Job Title Is

Manager

I Make This Much In A Year

$30,000USD To $44,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

Friends Come Over Occasionally

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Shy, Observant, Friendly, Comedic, Dark, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Dining, Exercising, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Games, Travel, Cooking

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Drinking, Playing Video Games, Tv, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Something laid back.

I've Always Wanted To Try

sky-diving

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool, Obscure, Goofy, I Don't Have Any Friends, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Agnostic

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

to be happy

My Kind Of Humor Is

Dry / Sarcastic, Goofy, Sadistic

On Tv, I Always Watch

Documentaries, Situation Comedies, Instructional, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Comedy, Animation, Horror

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rock, Metal, Industrial

When I Read, I Always Read

Ancient, Biography, Comic, Computers, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Horror, Music, Philosophy, Science

My Idea Of Fun Is

Well shoot, I seem to have forgotten what fun even is. I think the last time I had fun was a Metallica concert I went to with my cousin years back.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Flirtatiousness, Oddities, Boldness, Sensitivity, Empathy, Great Skills, Humor, Good Looks, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence

What Do You Look For?

Femininity and a beautiful smile

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Other, Doesnt Matter