femeboy's gradualy transitioning

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

Can you speak words perfect that help me with my natural femininity & beauty? I am a natural woman who was locked to be born a male in this lifetime. Throughout my lifetime here, I have noticed that I am regarded as somebody who will be a woman again, and regarded as someone who should be a woman now.

Romances in times like these are naturally locked into needing to be strategic.
I am a special person who does have natural alies who may have prepared perfect to help me with transformation.
I am listening.
For some reason I find myself wanting to be a woman but may it be not all the way for some reason we listen to.
I have been using estrogen hormones that are pills but trans-dermal topical estrogen I have been using much more than pills. For some reason I like them more.

I find myself with a desire to feel like a woman in romances with men and having sex with men. Why is it that apeering as a woman publicly & privatly is not as great a desire for me. I am okay with it if I have the things needed.

Does Mr Right misuse "thought words" and "heart words" to get me to rub the hormones I apply to my skin all over your body? I don't want to though. I want my sexual partners to be men, not people I want to subject into feminization.
May be I could use needles to inject estrogen into my blood stream. Maybe the nature of needles will help me to have electrolysis to get my body hair permanently removed.

Is it so I'll feel like "the ultimate wh*re" but be entirely depend on you (thus not not really be a wh*re at all) and you can betray and undermine me of all that I've achieved before...what?... Before I become what we may call a true woman?
Men I date also have to sort through all these funny feelings.
Talking about these things would naturally be apart of a romance & even a rendezvous, one night stand, or one or more escapades we may have.
What are the steps of flirtation and romance? I'd like to know what they are.
May it be I need to flirt with a man named "JC" for some reason and flatter him with needle injections?
Humm......
Do estrogen & testosterone compliment each other? May it be with party powder and other favorable things?

Sign

Leo

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 8 (1.73 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

European

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Lips

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s)

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

College Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Unemployed

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

psychic, philanthropist, writer

I Make This Much In A Year

Less Than $14,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Often

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly, Observant

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Cooking, Internet, Gardening, Shopping, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Going To A Casino, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum, Partying, Playing Video Games, Relaxing, Sleeping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Coffee, dinner, performances...

I've Always Wanted To Try

wow, just enjoyable things.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Someone They Want To Be

My Religion Is

Not Religious

I Attend Services

On Holidays

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

I guess I'd share more about these things with continuing relationships...

My Kind Of Humor Is

Friendly

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Instructional, Soaps

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Thriller, Adult

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Ambient, Classical, Dance, Electronic, New age

When I Read, I Always Read

Erotica, Fiction, Home & Garden, I Don't Like Reading, I'm An Author

My Idea Of Fun Is

talking, bars, escapdes

What Do You Find Attractive?

Good Looks, Money

What Do You Look For?

I think that its ideal to have several lifelong dating partners that I'm not domestic with.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Other, Doesnt Matter, Secretive Sex, Vacation Fuck, Committed