to hold the fleeting truth once more

Jeg kan snakke

Norsk, Fransk, Arabisk

Jeg vil beskrive meg selv som

I ve been blessed and now I am leaving
thank you to those who became my friends I finally opend up to some one a few days ago, she asked me why I was here:

When I was in high school, I met the person who changed my life, she was like a butterfly, she did not live long, her name was Jessica, very petite, 16, blonde hair shoulder length, with jade green eyes, her smile lit up the room I can still see her when I close my eyes, we were friends the first year, and she told me she was a transexaul girl, I didn t care she was my friend, my only friend, and then we began to date the second

my Jessica swept my heart into her hands, she taught me what it was to love, to kiss to melt into another without fear,
on the other side, she was harrazed by girls, and guys ( macho ) they never gave her a chance...I was always with her we both took the hate, but being with her made everythingelse stop.
her dad and brothers would have nothing to do with 'her" but her mother loved her dearly the junior year of high school with Jessica was the happiest time of my life, even now this is true.. however eventually all the negativity, and the pressure was too much for her and at the beginning of our senior year without saying goodbye she took her life...I have never forgotten her, nor will I
she was the love of my life.
I have searched all these years for even a small taste of that love again.
I have never found it, she was the one
and so now you know
and
so here I am

here to at least find some real friends








I am 6 ft tall with a slender body, No facial hair, I do have a full head of silver hair, My hazel eyes will never give away my inner self, I don t mind being alone especially when mediatating

I still paint and draw whenever I can, sometimes giving my work away as gifts to special friends, sometimes just for myself
My home is addorned with my 'etchings", painting and drawings
However I love being in the presence of beauties having my face tenderly touched by a hand or lip or even her hair .
I am not here simply for sex I am looking for friends I have made a few and hope we will grow to know one another more

Although sexually I really enjoy having my SHAVED Hard Shaft in a warm mouth AND or hand
I would be happy to return the favour

However at times I think I enjoy kissing more The intimacy of warm firm succulent lips joining and the dance that toungues perform is exciting and erotic as well as fullfilling and I always can espress my affection in public Our life is far too short to hide and ignore who we are and what we want and those in our lives who count should know I hope we make some precious and endearing friendships

Registrer

Væren

My Kroppstype er

Tynn

Min høyde er

6 '0 (1,83 m)

Øynene mine er

Hassel

Min etnisitet er

kaukasisk

Min Sivilsituasjon er

Skilt

Jeg har barn

Ja - bor ikke hjemme

Jeg vil ha barn

Nei

Min beste egenskap er

Øyne

Kropps kunst

Vill ikke engang tenke på det

Mitt hår er

Sølv

Jeg har en eller flere av disse

Ingen dyr

Villing til å flytte

Nei

Min Utdanningsnivå Er

College Grad

Min nåværende arbeidssituasjon er

Fulltid

Min spesialitet er

Medisin / helse

Minn jobb tittel er

SUPERVISOR

Jeg tjener så mye på et år

$75,000USD Til $99,999USD

Jeg bor

Alene

Hjemme

Alt er rolig

Jeg er en røyker

Nei

Jeg drikker

Nei

Når jeg gikk på skolen, var jeg

Den stille

Min sosiale atferd er

Reservert, Observant, Vennlig, Komisk, Flørtende, Utadvent

Mine interesser og hobbier er

Kunst og Håndverk, Lese, Lære, Musikk, Tv, Filmer, Internett, Restaurant, Fotografi, Reise, Lage mat, Hagearbeid, Biler

Min idé av å ha det gøy er

Være med venner, Shoppe, Være hjemme, Prøve nye ting, Kino, Slappe av, Sove, Lese en bok, Tv, Gå på konsert, Gå på museum

En ideel første date vil være

THTAT IS RATHER HARD TO SAY, DEPENDING ON THE TIME OF YEAR THE FALL A DAY IN THE PARK PICKNICING AND OR WALKING WATCHING THE SLIGHT WIND BLOW HER HAIR, HER SKIRT, HER BLOUSE,
IN THE SUMMER :A DAY AT THE BEACH, LYING ON A BLANKET FOR 2 SLOWLY APPLYING OIL TO EACH OTHERS BODY LISTNEING TO THE WAVES GOING UP INTO THE DUNES!
IN THE WINTER :A DINNER IN A SECLUDED CORNER WITH CANDLES AND THEN BACK TO MY HOME TO LISTEN TO RYTHEM AND SOUL OF SADE OR SELENA JOHNSON CUDDLING ON THE COUCH DOES SPRING EVER REALLY COME TO LONG ISLAND???

Jeg har alltid hatt lyst til å prøve

I VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TRY A ROMANTIC DATE WITH A SELF ASSURED FEMININE SHEMALE JUST TO SPEND TIME WITH HER AND HER FEMALE SELF FEELING HER HEAT NEXT TO ME AS SHE EVENTUALLY TOUCHES MY THIGH AS I WILL DO TO HER KISSING HER SMOOTH NECK AND CHEEKS GLIDING MY TONGUE ON HER, AWAITING THE WARMTH OF HER LIPS AND TONGUE.

Mine venner beskriver meg som

Vennlig, En andre ønsker å være, Kul, Frekk, obskur, Tullete, En flørt

Min religion er

Kristen

Jeg går på gudstjeneste

En gang i uken

Mitt mål i livet er

I attempt to live everyday to the fullest/ to be strong enough never to reach for that 1 drink again ( 17 1/2 years so far) and never be the cause of any hurt to some one and to this end I try to be happy, to view everything as a glass 1/2 full, to be there to hold when needed and to allow another to hold me when I need to be held or they need to hold me
on a continuim of growth striving to be that better me and to share me with those I encounter, to make that difference in anothers life, and only for the good, to love as much as possible and to allow myself to be loved in return

Min humoristiske sans er

Smart, Tørr / Sarkastisk, Vennlig, Tullete, obskur, Slapstick, Frekk

På TV ser jeg alltid på

Filmer

Når jeg går på kino, går jeg alltid for å se en

Action, Science Fiction, Komedie, Romantikk, Drama, Skrekk, Thriller

Når jeg hører på musikk, så hører jeg alltid på

Rock, Metall, Electro, Pop, Klassisk, Støvsuger lyder, Blues, Jazz, Latin, New age, Dance, Soul, Reggae

Når jeg leser, så leser jeg alltid

antologi, Biografi, Klassisk, Fantasi, Fiction, Helse, Historie, Hus og hage, Skrekk, Humor, Instruksjonsvideo, Musikk, Mysterier, Natur, Referanse, Poesi, Satire, Vitenskap, Science Fiction, Teknisk

Min idé av å ha det gøy er

GOING TO THE BEACH/ LONG DRIVES, WALKS IN THE PARK, PAINTING/ DRAWING, GARDENING GOING TO DINNER/ THE MOVIES OR WATCHING DVDS AT HOME
GETTING AND GIVING A HANDJOB ANYWHERE, GETTING HEAD ANYWHERE ANYTIME

Hva finner du attraktivt?

Intelligens, Flott utseende, Humor, Gode ​​ferdigheter, Empati, Følsomhet, Dristighet, Spontanitet, flørtende, vett, Omtanksfull, Passivitet

Hva ser du etter?

I ve taken my time thinking this out...I am looking for friends, those rare individuals whose aura lights up the air surrounding them,
who is sweet, soft, stimulating to the mind, the eye and the body some one who will let me enter their world and be as accepting to my failings and foubles as I will be to theirs, a warm touch, a wisp of lip, not afraid to show affection in public, willing to kiss for hours just for the sake of kissing some one who loves the feel of a palm or fingertip just barely passing over her skin the electricity of our bodies is sooo exciting and enjoyable
I have been thru much as many have,, most people I have found, want to mold you and pigeon hole you into their view of the world, not for me . I digress..

let me be me, as I will let you be all that you aspire too
maybe someone out there will see me behind my "ever changing hazel eyes" and if not love me, at least understand me and enjoy me my heart, I have a lot to give, sometimes all a person need

Hva slag forhold søker du?

Venn, Dato