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w32aphex
Crown Point, Indiana | Man Seeking A TS/TV/TG
Basic Information
I Can Speak
English
I Would Describe Myself As
IF I FAVORITED YOU, I WANT TO TALK TO YOU. I CANNOT MESSAGE YOU.
Important: I suggest you don't prejudge me based on my gender, age, color, looks, writing style etc. I've hardly been typical in any way since elementary. I'm selective based on attitude and social structure, not looks, and even then, I'm hardly picky. But I am selective. I'm not a player. I'm not confused. I know what I'm here for.
I'm young and I know it. Permanence doesn't interest me. I'm not hunting for relationships, or any specific scenario for that matter.
So, let me explain myself before I further explain myself. Obviously I have a fascination with the entire transgender community, as well as respect for anyone with a sense of self strong enough to overcome what society typically categorizes them as, if that makes sense. If you're willing to be yourself, then I'll see you as who you are. I will and would never disgrace or humiliate anyone based on their lifestyle.
(Edit): I've been finding it difficult to express any sort of goal I've been striving for. I'm not really sure if I was even concious of how strong this preference was until recently, or how to explain it to myself to make it make sense. Emotional intimacy doesn't constitute for any binds on anyone's life. My experience is that physical intimacy that I put my emotions into is easily of the most freeing, relieving and healthy experiences in my life. Also my experience is that after doing so, my lifestyle doesn't cooperate well with the emotional fixation of my partner. In the way I live my life, I cannot devote myself. There are elements of me that I'm not inerested in sharing with anyone anymore. My life is better managable without it.
In understanding for my fascination, I would love to simply meet and socialize, not to learn or for any agenda, but simply to enjoy the company of friends from a lifestyle I've never had the desired contact with. Again, I'm young. My life is becoming more and more intense, despite how I try to keep everything simple. I cannot prioritize friends over what is best for me.
The first thing people ask me through any networking venue is, "What are you looking for." Complete desire for another's entire self, isolation from vanilla lifestyles allowing total attachment to the sscircumstance. The feeling of exposed naturality; Taking advantage of full opportunity you are granted to enjoy a person.
That's it. Does it have to be you? No. Could it be? Probably, but I'm not really looking for anything. I'm creating lots of things and they don't require a specific agenda. I want to live different all the time and control the transitions of my life and the rythem of my performance.
I grew up in Tacoma, WA and I've been fair skinned my whole life. I try to make life simple and keep my mind focused on what makes a difference to me. I view everything through a Darwin eye for simplicity and sometimes, things are simply complicated.
I'm naturally a cafe conversation over coffee kind of meet, and I'm cute ;D.
(Honestly, I hate writing these things, because to be realistic, I have to be up front and serious about my points in order to get them across, or people will read through that shit in an instant and the message will be lost. I hardly ever talk like I write. I'll take things seriously when they are important. When they're not, I try to stay lifted and keep from burdoning myself.)
Important: I suggest you don't prejudge me based on my gender, age, color, looks, writing style etc. I've hardly been typical in any way since elementary. I'm selective based on attitude and social structure, not looks, and even then, I'm hardly picky. But I am selective. I'm not a player. I'm not confused. I know what I'm here for.
I'm young and I know it. Permanence doesn't interest me. I'm not hunting for relationships, or any specific scenario for that matter.
So, let me explain myself before I further explain myself. Obviously I have a fascination with the entire transgender community, as well as respect for anyone with a sense of self strong enough to overcome what society typically categorizes them as, if that makes sense. If you're willing to be yourself, then I'll see you as who you are. I will and would never disgrace or humiliate anyone based on their lifestyle.
(Edit): I've been finding it difficult to express any sort of goal I've been striving for. I'm not really sure if I was even concious of how strong this preference was until recently, or how to explain it to myself to make it make sense. Emotional intimacy doesn't constitute for any binds on anyone's life. My experience is that physical intimacy that I put my emotions into is easily of the most freeing, relieving and healthy experiences in my life. Also my experience is that after doing so, my lifestyle doesn't cooperate well with the emotional fixation of my partner. In the way I live my life, I cannot devote myself. There are elements of me that I'm not inerested in sharing with anyone anymore. My life is better managable without it.
In understanding for my fascination, I would love to simply meet and socialize, not to learn or for any agenda, but simply to enjoy the company of friends from a lifestyle I've never had the desired contact with. Again, I'm young. My life is becoming more and more intense, despite how I try to keep everything simple. I cannot prioritize friends over what is best for me.
The first thing people ask me through any networking venue is, "What are you looking for." Complete desire for another's entire self, isolation from vanilla lifestyles allowing total attachment to the sscircumstance. The feeling of exposed naturality; Taking advantage of full opportunity you are granted to enjoy a person.
That's it. Does it have to be you? No. Could it be? Probably, but I'm not really looking for anything. I'm creating lots of things and they don't require a specific agenda. I want to live different all the time and control the transitions of my life and the rythem of my performance.
I grew up in Tacoma, WA and I've been fair skinned my whole life. I try to make life simple and keep my mind focused on what makes a difference to me. I view everything through a Darwin eye for simplicity and sometimes, things are simply complicated.
I'm naturally a cafe conversation over coffee kind of meet, and I'm cute ;D.
(Honestly, I hate writing these things, because to be realistic, I have to be up front and serious about my points in order to get them across, or people will read through that shit in an instant and the message will be lost. I hardly ever talk like I write. I'll take things seriously when they are important. When they're not, I try to stay lifted and keep from burdoning myself.)
Sign
Taurus
Appearance & Situation
My Body Type Is
Average
My Height Is
5' 10 (1.78 m)
My Eyes Are
Hazel
My Ethnicity Is
Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is
Never Married
I Have Kids
No
I Want Kids
No
My Best Feature Is
Legs
Body Art
Scarred
My Hair Is
Dark Brown
I Have One Or More Of These
Dog
Willing To Relocate
No
Status
My Education Level Is
Some College
My Current Employment Status Is
Part-time
My Speciality Is
Medical / Health
My Job Title Is
Fitness Supervisor (I Teach How to Move)
I Make This Much In A Year
Less Than $14,999USD
I Live
With Roomate(s)
At Home
It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes
I'm A Smoker
Yes - Trying To Quit
I Drink
Yes - One Or Two
Personality
Back In High School, I Was A
Outcast
My Social Behavior Is
Reserved, Observant, Friendly
My Interest And Hobbies Are
Exercising, Arts & Crafts, Learning, Music, Internet, Dining, Photography, Travel, Cars, Camping, Fishing / Hunting, Playing Cards, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is
Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Going Shopping, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Sleeping, Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Going To A Casino, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be
Yeah I don't do dates. Sorry. There's an unwritten book I'm not interested in, usually leading to a type of relationship I'm not interested in. What most call dating, I call casual socializing. Ideal first meet? Small cafe with a table small enough to accidentally bump knees and apologize typically, with coffee good enough to drink.
I've Always Wanted To Try
Everything. Seriously.
My Friends Describe Me As Being
Friendly, Troublemaker, Cool, Obscure, Goofy, A Flirt
Views
My Religion Is
Agnostic
I Attend Services
Never
My Political Views Are
Middle Of The Road
My Goal In Life Is
Settle with a job good enough for me to support myself in a fine apartment alone. My goal in life is to enjoy my life.
My Kind Of Humor Is
Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Slapstick, Sadistic
Taste
On Tv, I Always Watch
News, Documentaries, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies, I Don't Like Tv
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A
Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Family, Animation, Horror, Thriller, Adult
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To
Country, Rap, Rock, Metal, Electronic, Classical, Vacuum Cleaner Noises, Blues, Jazz, Industrial, Latin, New age, Ambient, Dance, Soul, Reggae, Folk, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read
Auto-biography, Biography, Fantasy, Fiction, Health, History, Horror, Instructional, Music, Mystery, Nature, Philosophy, Poetry, Science, Science Fiction
My Idea Of Fun Is
Music, people in small amounts, and perhaps subtance.
Looking for
What Do You Find Attractive?
Spontaneity
What Do You Look For?
I look for people. Individuals. Be yourself. If you aren't a complete ass hole, nothing matters much other than the ability to be easy going. No need for gainless complication.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?
Doesnt Matter, Friend