Artist searching for a muse

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

As I write this, its just turned 10pm on the 20th of April (420 day) 2019. I’ve been on and off dating sites for four years now. Its always so hard for me to put myself out there and met people with the hope of any kind of relationship. I have Anxiety Depression and my brain seems to fight against me constantly. I use humour to disarm people and make myself more comfortable within a conversation, and it helps. I never use inappropriate jokes, never use bad language and I’m always respectful to the people I talk too. But is seems that is not enough. I like what I like and who I like and I will not apologise for it. Or for being me. I have fought to long to be this version of myself I like and can be proud of, proud to let people know me. But having said that, not just on this dating site but all (bar one) that I am a member of, its seems there are some people who feel the need to attack me for my profile picture, what I write in the bio, and how I talk to them in chat or through messaging. I haven’t reported anyone because I know how a lot of these people work. it never stops. And I am not able to continue to use these sites if this is part of the culture there. It is not healthy for my mental state.I have had some amazing conversations on these sites and I have made some amazing friends, ones I think I’ll have for a very long time. Unfortunately, no romantic or casual relationships, no hook ups, and no special someone. But sometimes it just isn’t in the cards. To all those people who I have become friends with, and anyone who wants to get to know me at all, I’ll leave this profile open and active for a couple of weeks if people visit it, especially if you stay to read this. You can find me through my business pages of social media, at House of Spatula. Thank you and love to you all. Bye! I'm a pop culture geek/nerd, writer and artist looking for that beautiful soul with a wicked smile and oozing sex appeal to be my muse and companion.

Sign

Aquarius

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 8 (1.73 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Smile

Body Art

Visible Tattoo

My Hair Is

Auburn / Red

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Self-employed

My Speciality Is

Art / Music / Literature

My Job Title Is

Freelance Illustrator

I Make This Much In A Year

$30,000USD To $44,999USD

I Live

With Roomate(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Class Clown

My Social Behavior Is

Loud, Friendly, Comedic, Flirtatious, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Photography, Reading, Arts & Crafts, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Theater

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Trying New Things, The Movies, Drinking, Reading A Book, Tv, Going To A Concert

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Meeting for coffee or a drink. A good conversation is as sexy as a pretty face or a great figure

I've Always Wanted To Try

I've done most of it at one time or another. Willing to do it all again.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Goofy, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Not Religious

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

To get through it in one piece. And create it as I go along.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Slapstick, Raunchy

On Tv, I Always Watch

Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Drama, Documentary, Animation, Horror, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rock, Metal, Classical, Blues, Soul, Folk, Punk

When I Read, I Always Read

Biography, Classic, Comic, Fantasy, Horror, Humor, Mystery, Philosophy, Satire, Science Fiction, Supernatural

My Idea Of Fun Is

Exploring, reading, being with that someone special

What Do You Find Attractive?

Wit, Spontaneity, Boldness, Empathy, Humor, Good Looks, Intelligence

What Do You Look For?

Wicked smile, smiling eyes, natural intelligence, and I nice butt

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Date, Intimate, Committed, Other, Anal Sex